Sept 02 2000: 

Firstly, fanclub.
Even less popular bands like Zigzo and Blue allow overseas fans into their fanclubs. Why not Laruku? I believe firmly that if they wanted to, they could do it. I think they just don't care. Afterall, overseas fans are harder to tame than Japanese fans, isn't it? That outrules what hyde said, "all fans are the same". At least to me. Maybe it's their company. But overall nothing makes any difference. (wow, I sound really bitchy here...^^;)

Don't be mistaken. I adore Laruku, I adore Tetsu.. . But sometimes it just feels like we're dogs waiting to be trained. Example, Dive to Blue and Bravery. 


I think these two songs are about fans.
Of course, it's never confirmed, but it's a sensitive topic. When  first knew about Laruku, I first knew about this friend whom I lost touch with now... I learnt sort of the ugly side but that didn't stop me. *shrug* 
"they should take a look at themselves first"
I think that is right.
Because what they must realize is that it's inevitable. I admit that fans may seem ugly at one point of time- me included- but they must realize that it's human nature. If you meet them on the streets, you will want to talk to them, even if it's invading their privacy. It's the cost of being a public figure.
And of course we don't see anything BUT what they want us to see. Being idiots we are we still think that we know better. Of course, I think I do anyway, from my gut feelings. I do have a hunch that all of them are more than I think they are, their path their background work, and all, but I also have a hunch that I know at least a little about Hyde's inner world. Why not? *shrug* I don't know. And I would say, quite rightly so, because human beings are smart alecks. Who else would be so big headed to say they own the world as the only intelligent species? See my point?

Personally, I never thought the past was great, nor the future, I will accept everything as it comes. (of course, with a lil bitty of opinions ^_~) Neither do I see the need to care about more than what I should if I don't do anything which harms them (except little -unintentional- slanders since our beloved laruku-tachi do them once in a while? :P ) 

Exuent hidoko.