23 05 2001: 

um anyway... ever since I got lil tete, I havent given an account on what I've been doing with (or TO!) it. some things will be kept secret, but some things are so fun to yak about given my insomnia and all that crap :-p

YEP! So, I normally bring lil tete about ^^
It's fun, except that this guy friend is sick of poor lil tete and is like "uuurrrh" whenever he sees him^^; and tries to bash poor lil tete. And then there's this girl friend who said that lil tete is a) ugly, b) un-goth, c) .....yuckky.
and sooo...T-T I cry. 
But I've taken some purikura with it, which will be put up some time later at a chinese webby Im making, and also at Spectrum. Basically, I'll be making different things for these two different webbies, so dont bother to expect a translated version of xz0ne. It'd be retarded.^^;

But anyhow, I'd prolly be updating Random Pages of Nuffingness as well....wait, I'm supposed to talk about lil tete^^;

insomnia does that^^;;

yeah, so I bring lil tete about^^
and once I brought it to the cemetary!^^  my friend and her friends went to the cemetary and took some piccies. Lil Tete was so cute^^;... um... well, I took a piccy which was rather satisfactory hugging lil tete like a baby. ^.^ C'est cool, except I looked more insane than I thought I would ^^;;

and then there's this piccy where lil tete's head is attached to the statue of this little angel girl... It was the photographer's idea.^^; it was so cute.... and I think the little girl liked lil tete too...^^ Either the memory of her visits him, or she _did_ visit him, I have no idea.^^; I have lots of spirits in the room right now, which can be a bit spooky at times, but my guardian will take care...wait..where am I^^;

um...yeah, so later we went to Orchard, and brought lil tete about^^ the funniest thing is when the security guy asked which country we were from^^;;;; And then we took lots of piccies (despite the fact that the management of the Annex was being bastardful and didnt allow us to take innocent lil pose piccies -_-) and this Aiji girl taught lil tete to smoke in front of the live-sized darth maul figure^^;;;; For once, I felt like such a worried parent *laughs*^^ 

and yeah, lil tete's met all my friends, even those online^^ (via...scanner!)

There's this girl from China who wrote my favorite fic^^;...That's Snow...^^ the first time she saw lil tete, she was like, "tete is not so innocent!" 
hehe^^ 
but his mom rei and his other mom hidoko (me, idiot :P)  sooo adore him for his innocence...^^ and jara too seems to adore him...and almost everyone seem to think that lil tete really does look like the big tetsu^^ ... I showed him to another tetsu fan from mainland china and she really liked him too^0^ 

LOl lol ^^ and I brought it to work every time coz it was so boring there. There were plent y of stuffed toys, and they brought in some TY stuff lately, and I've worked at a TY booth (location: secret.) ^^;;;; and played with lil tete... and there was this little 8-year-old girl who was saying that she wanted to torture lil tete O_O; stuff like throwing him off a 100storey building and then running over with a truck ...I immediately hid lil tete inside my bag after that^^;;;  I swear, the violent younger generation scares even the SM master me...^^;;;

um...anyway, where was I? Ohhh, and then after work, I went to this shoe shop to have a look at the plats which I plan to buy next month coz my reebok shoes are all holey >_< .... anyway Celeste has always said that my shoes are not goth enough and stuff ^^;;; and I really want a pair of plats... This girl at the shop saw the lil Tete purikura which Jara sent me on my bag and asked where I got him! ^0^ she said that he was really cute ^^ hehehehe~~~

Then at the other workplace, this manager from the opposite sports mechandize came in and snatched lil tete away from me, saying "give me, if it was me, I'd snip his hat away..."^^; ;;; kowai na...

but it's really so fun^^ ..and the reason I stop going anywhere after school other than because I have no cash is to spend time at home with lil tete^^;;;; 

And ever since I got lil tete I've been sleeping so comfortably... So comfortably that sometimes I didnt even want to wake up>_<
But I'm prolly a curse to lil tete...^^; coz I'm a sloppy master and I knew he would get dirty since day one but I chose to hug him >_< I CHOSE TO! It's my fault if anything happens to him T_T...he's my bestest child and friend and some strange little prince from the Little Planet^^ I only wish that he'd become real and stuff...and I would teach him to become like the Little Prince and dress him up in cute colourful bermudas^^; and feed him all the delicious chocolate cookies...If I had someone to cook for like an appreciative lil Tete, I WOULD even take up cooking courses and ditch my drawing just to cook for him!!...(this is so... maternal?^^;)

Ummm...^^ yeah, Im obsessed...^.^; just like it has been with veggie. I would miss veggie last time when I ws out all day long^^; and I definitely miss Tete everytime Im not around ^^ he makes me feel not alone^^...so sweet too~ *hug hug*

um...so ^^; yeah that is it. insomnia...duuuuuh doohhh *sleep* 

Which reminds me, I've been reading Les Mizerable and there's this part where Valjean really adores Cossette..^^;;; I think its almost the case for me and lil tete..^^;;;; Or maybe I really just need to get a lil Tetsu child...^^;;;;;;; (wonder if I can even 'seduce' Tetchan out of work...-_- forget it, impossible, anyway giving birth hurts >_< and is so damn detrimental to the woman's health)