 Oct
02 2000: 
What am I talking about? ^^; well....love.
I happened to be reading my
series of Video Girl Ai today. ..and everytime I read it, I'd somehow be
moved to tears. ^^; It so happened that I was writing all day and thinking....
About Laruku, Hyde and Tetsu
don't believe in love.
It's because of hurt in the
past... I think.
And to think that they've written
so many songs which make people cry... no? (the irony of it all!)
Tetsu even said that he doesn't
want to get married... Well... I'm not him, but my personal deduction is
that it's partly because of this.. ..
(I was so damn surprised when
I read that.. .^^; Because Tetchan is the kind you'd want to cuddle forever...
.You know.. .) Well... So it happens... That I don't believe in love myself.
^^; Or marriage... It's not because of Laruku. Duuuuh. Personal reasons..
.
But anyway, I really think
it's such an irony. ^^; Wow, fate can outdo Shakespeare. Laruku have written
some of the best love songs ever (even if they are not "true" love songs,
but I don't believe in such a thing... except in stories, so...), and.
..^^;; ; And all that I ever write is about love... .^^; *raises eyebrow*
Going offtrack, the recent series
of events are really... *cough*. well. As we all know, my school FINALLY
allows us to have long hair, so I grew my hisashi-style out.. .and it looks
KINDA like hyde.. .^^; (sugipapa said I could dress like Hyde, since I'm
of the same height as he is AND have the same hairstyle.. .*laughs*) And
then, I found out that Hyde had accident with his left hand rendering it
less strong. ..^^; Like me.. .. (mine was because of a few incidents when
I was young)... and now this.. .^^;; ; *sweatdrops* (but for me, it's not
because I was hurt, it's because I always hurt myself).
I guess what I'm gonna say will
really sound superficial... But I think, if I'm not wrong (duuuh. I am
wrong.) that Hyde and I are kinda alike.. .^^; Don't ask how. *laughs*
I think only I can think that way... because we all know we all don't know
hyde. But still, I trust my gut feelings towards this matter....
and hey, I don't even trust
my gut feelings towards my own fiction. What the hell. :P
(p/s: I am not a super-hyde-die-hard-idiot...
I'm a tetsu-adorer.)
As a side note, I find that
claiming to "love" Laruku or stuff like that is really stupid. ... Because
frankly speaking, I don't even trust that I can call that love. :P
And I always say "I love laruku!"
heh.
Going even more side-tracked,
it seems my ex-favorite bands lead me to like Laruku on my way to fandom.
..^^;; ; Seems like fate.. .. *sweatdrops* what the hell... .I should remove
that TMR poster... I'm not even putting up hide or Malice Mizer... ^^;
As another side note.. .I was
just reading Tokyo Babylon (yes, I used to be a CLAMP fan...^^;).... Subaru
really reminds me of Tetchan.. .somehow. ... I really like Subaru ^^
but if I want to be, I would
rather be Seishirou... .
And Tetchan said... hehe..
.nevermind. You do your own sourcing. :P
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Love